Saturday, 1 February 2014

Coffee, Jellybeans And Windscreens

 

(my ode to NaNoWriMo, and writing in general)


Coffee, Check. Jellybeans, Check.
I should really find a healthier motivational reward.

My mouth watered as my gaze lingered on the black one that lay provocatively on the mattress of blues, greens, orange- yuck, and the rest of the rainbow selection.
This novel isn’t going to write itself.

The way was straight, a line. Straight down to this lone-lost place called Gehenna B. He had never had the pleasure, not till now.
Leads, and this was where they ended.
The black clouds swallowed his ship. Volcanoes had been burning for centuries.
Who would live here?
The only ones who could, those without flesh to burn, and some argued there were no souls to fall neither.



Writers Block by Fyrelinx
Tap, tap, tap my fingernail assaulted the table top, wanting to type but presently hating all words. Suddenly the Formica table quaked as my flatmate Felix dumped something on it. I looked up, the instinctual frown fading at the sight of his faded green tee pitted with paint spots and snags. Is that the only tee-shirt he owns? That and those bleached knee length denim cutoffs which dangled thready webs down his legs...
He placed his hands on the table, either side of the box, there’s grease on them. My inner clean freak shuddered, yet the smell of engine oil in the air was strangely alluring. I looked back to my laptop and the screen quivered in anticipation. I wish. I furtively sneaked an undeserved jellybean breaking my 1-per-200-words, rule.

I want to write about dragons. Dragons are cool.

Clunk, clink. I tried to mentally blot out the noise of Felix and his box.

The air was a toxic, a mix of carbon monoxide, sulfur dioxide, argon and helium.
He took the breather, snapping it over his mouth and nose, the band cutting into the back of his head as it tightened. The temp gauge showed a balmy 120 degrees F. Nice spot for a slow burning BBQ
.

I smirked and rewarded myself with another bean, washing it down with a swig of coffee. Hot… still too hot. Gasp.
I spluttered, and Felix looked up from rifling within his mysterious wooden box. “You alright there?”
I nodded wordlessly, quickly wiping away coffee drool.
He turned his attention back to the box and the clinking continued.
I looked up, unable to think while the question burned at me. “What’s with the box?”
The crease that had been forming between his thick, honest eyebrows relaxed. “Oh this? It’s the toolbox my father built for me".
“What are you looking for?”
His lips curled up at one side, “Uh, a tool…”
“Of course,” I mumbled stupidly. My gaze stuck to a carving on that lid that was staring back. “Is that a dragon?”
“Nope, a Taniwha.”
“Is there a difference?”
He shrugged, “Dunno, it’s not like either are real.” He continued, “It’s a bit arty for my taste, but this was the last thing he finished before…”

Oh…
“I can’t find the tool I need to fix the door, might have to pilfer one from the engineering department at Uni. Hey you want to take a mallet to a windscreen?”
My mind blanked a moment, and I just stared at him, slack jawed idiot style.
“You look like you need a break,” He smirked at his pun.

Damn these inconveniently interesting flatmates. “Mallet, windscreen…why on earth?”

“It’s screwed, needs removing anyway. You know the usual tragic romance, truck plus stone equals crack from top to bottom. It’s already broken, May as well have a little fun shattering the romance further.”

Oh Lord, I look to the jellybeans but they refused to get involved. My coffee just simmered, puffing a blob of disinterested steam.
He just waited the faint smell of grease lingering with him . I felt like breaking something. “Very well.”
I snapped the laptop shut with a firm hand and followed him outside.

Wednesday, 29 January 2014

The Rational Choice



A Short story written from a prompt shared in a writers group. The prompt - Include the phrase- "find the ration card."

Mish ran, bare feet slapping the cold, hard ground. She ducked and weaved through the crowd; their elegant robes swished over her closely cropped hair. Every now and then she reached out, slipping small hands inside a coat or robe pocket. Sometimes something, most of the time zip, like today. She quickened her pace, empty fingers twitching.
Her stomach rumbled. She hadn’t managed to scrounge any scraps this morning and last night her daily pickings had been snatched by a larger, meaner lowzoner. Stealing from fellow zoners was low-down-dirty-bad. Mish stuck to the markets near Olympus Mons or Bradbury Landing, only taking from those who still had something. She understood times were desperate. She listened to high-talkers in passing as they cursed the Xhang Republic for putting the Mars Settlement Program in a bad position. Wordy words about economics and contracts. Mish knew one thing; Earth was mean and didn’t care if they all died here. The bustling crowd parted and she saw a line of people snaking out from the MSP Ration Office. Her parents were dead so Mish didn’t have a ration card. She saw a woman nearby, fussing over a grubby faced child.
Mish’s stomach growled at her.
She slowed, feet dragging slightly. The family weren’t richly dressed but looked well fed. ‘Some folks try to cheat the system, pretending to be poor when they aren’t,’ she rationalized.
She walked over, casual-like. The kid started crying and the mother got flustered. Perfect. Her hand softly delved inside the woman’s bag. Metal, thin, a card. She clutched it tight, not looking back and ducked behind the market stalls, down a side alley, then crouched, resting against a concrete wall. She waited, turning the ration card over and over in her hand. ‘What if they need it?’

Mish’s hunger pushed her to return. She slipped furtively in near the front of the long queue behind a tall, stooped man, smelling of vinegar.
Ahead of her she heard a sharp cry and an apology, “Sorry, I’ll find the ration card, please wait.”
“Mam, no ration card, no rations…”
“It’s got to be here. I had it right here.”
“There is a line, Mam. Go away, find it, then come back.”
Mish heard the woman sob, “But it was here and now it’s gone… what do I do? Please, we have to have that food.”
Mish recoiled, willing her ears to stop listening.
“Mam, I don’t make exceptions.”

The woman moved aside, shoulders slumped in defeat, her bare-footed child trailing after,  gripping her skirt.



The line moved on.

The Officer looked down, meanly slitted eyes measuring Mish as she passed up the card.
“Where are your guardians?”
“Sick at home, under the weather, spewing mucus, bogged with snot…”
“OK, enough!” the woman snapped, waving an impatient hand and logging the card before handing it back. She pushed a button and the ration draw popped out. Mish hefted the package to her shoulder. 

She ran.

Unable to wait any longer, she stopped in the doorway of an abandoned factory and tore a hole in the brown paper package. Two small, shiny packets fell out. She picked one up and ripped it open, forcing the protein bar inside, into her mouth. It was so chewy it made her jaw ache. She rolled the dense nutty clumps around with her tongue and sucked them. Shoving the other bar in her pocket she looked down at the still full parcel. She heard a child crying and picked up the rations, clutching them tight as people walked past. It was the same woman and her kid, walking down toward the lowzone. Mish felt sick to her stomach and followed. The woman eventually stopped at a block of rundown flats, fumbling with her entry key, cooing “don’t worry, don’t worry,” either to her child or herself. ‘Did it matter?’
Once the woman and her child had gone inside and shut the door, Mish put the remaining rations on the doorstep along with the ration card and pressed the door alarm.
Mish ran. The stolen protein bar felt heavy in her pocket. She’d get by, they probably wouldn’t.

Thursday, 2 January 2014

2013 Reflection and discovery, 2014 action

It's the end of another year and I realised I have been completely neglecting this blog in favor of my other one. Shameless blog plug- http://liberty-jessie.blogspot.co.nz/ :)
The Other Side




For 2014 My new years resolution is... Authors blog neglect ends now. To tell the truth I wasn't sure what to put on this page. I'm on the slow train of multiple rewrites for more than one project and it feels like I'm not getting anywhere fast.



Spring Snow, A Pear Tree Weeps
Yet, that wouldn't be completely true. Creatively this year has been very fruitful whether is has been exploring color, light and texture through the lens of my camera, experimenting with the short story format, or dabbling in digital art.

 Back to the photography though... The pictures here are a visual retrospect of 2013- as I saw it.

The world around us is a precious place. It's beauty feeds us. It's a feast for the eyes, heart and mind, all we have to do is look close enough. 
 
Shadows of Each Other
The visual arts has always been my way of expressing complex emotions or ideas that I can't fully put into words.

So here is my world
The world I see.
The world that I write about
The world that love.

Enjoy.

I'm also on Deviant Art here:
http://devonfox.deviantart.com/


Slow Awakening



The Creation Cycle

 

 

 

Reflect: Mirrors of Our Culture
Telephone Books before the Red Door- An Urbex Landscape






Joy and Light
Homecoming One Wet Christmas Night